kind of sad week

why you say...because Tuesday was my birthday and for the last 4 they just haven't been the same. You see tomorrow would of been one of my grandmothers birthdays and it use to bother me that I always had to share my birthday with her..that is until I grew older and liked that fact that we were October girls, but now she is gone and tomorrow will be just as sad as Tuesday was. Don't get me wrong I liked my birthday and i had a nice one but there was something missing and it was the phone call from her that I got every time. Her death was sudden and we didn't have a lot of time to prepare. She found out the same month I found out I was pregnant with Morgan that she had ovarian cancer. It was already in the end stages though and before Morgan was even born she passed away. She knew about Morgan and I even got to sit with her one day and I wouldn't take anything for that day that we got to talk and I got to take care of her.